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you know those stories you hear where food is low and people are told to chew their food 50 times before swallowing? that's how i feel right now. taking what i've got and stretching it out to make it last longer. i'm around bite 30 now. it's gotten pretty damn repetitive and flavorless. can't i just swallow and shit it out already?
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[31 May 2003|03:05pm] |
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so, i did the google puzzle contest today. besides the test being really damn hard (considering the time limit), the answer submission page was hammered. so, my answers didn't get submitted until 27 minutes after deadline. and, of course, there's a 10 point penalty for each minute late. good to know that their lack of bandwidth cost me more points than i solved.
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| matrix trailer |
[15 May 2003|09:28pm] |
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if you haven't see the matix:reloaded yet and haven't heard, they show the matrix:revolutions trailer after the credits. so, stick around.
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| holy shit, i found a job |
[21 Apr 2003|07:08am] |
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so, today, i start my new job. haven't decided if it's a good thing or a bad thing. i suspect it is neither and just income.
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[20 Mar 2003|05:28pm] |
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so, anyone else in chicago getting calls from "marx motivation"? they've been calling me for over a year. who are they? i've never been home when they've called. and they never leave messages.
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| java. arg. |
[27 Feb 2003|03:06pm] |
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Jane's Addiction - No One's Leaving.mp3 |
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so, you've got a WeakReference to some object. you remove all strong references to the object. you'd think the object would go away. but it doesn't until the next scheduled garbage collection. so, for that small window, the WeakReference can still access the object. that's bad.
what's worse is that calling the garbage collector yourself immediately after freeing the object seems like the only way to solve this.
well, the other solution is to have all the objects and refs listen for an event and have them clean themselves up. but that's even worse. and insane.
i just want a pointer. really. that's all.
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| recursive jsp includes |
[25 Feb 2003|04:46am] |
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...make the baby jesus bleed from multiple orifices.
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| duct and cover |
[13 Feb 2003|07:46pm] |
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Michael Nyman - All Imperfect Things |
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so, if you haven't heard, our wonderful government has advised us to buy duct tape and plastic sheeting. this is to seal a room in the event of a chemical attack. wtf? that's the worst fucking survival advice i've heard since 'duck and cover'.
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[01 Feb 2003|10:10pm] |
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new order - elegia |
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I'm starting to see things as memories. As things happen, I see them from the perspective of the future. I see the things as things that have already gone. Everything I touch seem like vivid memories full of sensory perception. And I wonder why the things are still there. And I wonder when they will leave beause in my mind they have already left.
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| sotu addr |
[28 Jan 2003|08:45pm] |
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we're doomed.
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[19 Jan 2003|04:26pm] |
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fame
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| the stuff |
[12 Jan 2003|01:48pm] |
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The Cure - Closedown.mp3 |
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do you remember the movie _the stuff_? i've concluded that redbull is the stuff in liquid carbonated form.
on that note, i'm going to continue drinking my can of love.
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| insomnia is funny |
[11 Jan 2003|09:23am] |
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Jane's Addiction - I Would For You |
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Fifteen hours ago, I watched the sun set to my right. Now, I just watched the sun rise to my left. It's probably the sleep dep talking, but sitting here in my chair, I feel like the sun moved, not me. damn relativity. on that note, i recently read an article that stated that gravity moves at the same speed as light. that really baffles me because i've never thought of gravity as something that moves. again, damn relativity.
time has not been on my side as of late. i'm heading to cambridge, ma for a spam conference. hoping to present some stuff there. so much to do in preparation. i'll sleep next week. i think i'm going to check out Manray while I'm out there.
anyway, i may as well write more sql while i'm still coherent.
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[08 Jan 2003|04:00pm] |
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Einstuerzende Neubauten - Ein Stuhl in der Hoelle |
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perl, red bull, and coffee.
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